Distance from Reality - Addict

Oh
The darkness rises to life
In the form of thoughts that paralyze
My demons love to entice
Keep me blissfully blind
Holding on to what hurts me most
Crave the feeling, I keep it close
I'll never be any more than this
Revolution of contrition
Can't go on, life this way
It fucks me up in every way
Bad decisions, self-regression
As if I knew better,
Can I ever break this never ending
Pleasure chasing, digging deeper down
Chasing dopamine
Lost the will to fight
Believe my lies
I feel so mindless
I hold this pain to my chest
Like I'm nothing without it
These thoughts, oh so desperate
In the moment blind, every time
I can't stop it I need help
Endless cycle so fucked up
I can't stop it I need help
Can't go on, life this way
It fucks me up in every way
Bad decisions, self-regression
As if I knew better
can I ever break this everlasting
Pleasure chasing, digging deeper
Downward spiral, through another
Night of torture
Left to wonder
Am I too far gone
Don't let me spiral again
I'm an addict I don't think that I can change
I'm an addict doomed to live a life of pain
I'm an addict I can't help myself
I'm an addict I need help right now

Written by:
Kevin Dubois, Pete Quinn

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