Pinebaple - Sad & Mad S.A.M

This is where the pain begins
This is where emotions sink
Thoughts and feelings start to link
In a void I R.I.P
Tell me what I want to hear
Not what everyone believes
Understand the pain comes after pleasure
That's the way it be
I'm not even mad at the fact you left
I'm just kinda mad you unfriended me
On Clash of Clans
Okay yeah I cried, that I won't deny
I took you off of the plan
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Let's talk about your side eye
Didn't do it once, but twice
That's when I knew you hated me
I left class for space you need
I Thought that it was enough
You still didn't talk to me
I knew that I messed up
Glad it's me you won't have to see
Indirect convos
Didn't look or talk to me
Called your friend over and
You know that she would talk to me
Telling her your feelings
That you knew you weren't telling me
When I said I love you
Just know I meant everything
Just know I meant everything
Did that one year even mean anything
To you
Talking trash on the teacher and your old group of friends
Now I know that you're talking trash
On me in the end
And I know this isn't a let's be friends again note
I get how you feel been in the same boat
Well we didn't talk it out
Now I don't know
Don't know what to feel
I've been sad and mad
Glad and bad
Wish that you would understand
Wish that you would understand
But you know I tried and tried again
And it ain't working out
So I tried tried tried again
Damn my heart is dead again
Don't know why you trifling
Stuck in these problems again
Not so easy to forget
That's something I do regret
Wish you would get out my head
Make my mind go blank again
We got matching bracelets
Still have yours embracing it
Hate me but you keeping it
I'm broken like my bracelet
I don't even know now
I don't even know how
You act like I don't exist
From a year of being friends
This is where the pain begins
This is where emotions sink
Thoughts and feelings start to link
In a void I R.I.P
Tell me what I want to hear
Not what everyone believes
Understand the pain comes after pleasure
That's the way it be
Oh oh oh I know what my fate is
I feel like I've been lost and I hate it
And I don't think I can take it anymore
I loved you but you left out the door
I'm not even mad at the fact you left
I'm just kinda mad you unfriended me
On Clash of Clans
Okay yeah I cried, that I won't deny
I took you off of the plan
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To put it into context
I got intertwined
Tell me that you hate me
Now I don't even mind
My life is predictable
The past has been despicable
Everything aint fixable
It came at no surprise
I tried to take to take my time
The time of day
Weeks they feel like days
I don't want to stay
Know I'll get replaced
In the couple moments
I don't think of you all
I can't help but think
If love was even involved
Not hiding my problems
I'm just tryna fix em all
Can't find the solution
But I gave up on the love
Knew that It'd come back to me
Hurt how you react to me
Glanced right at my face
With a phone I got replaced
Didn't feel the same way
No it wasn't okay
Feeling so low I don't know where to go
Hate to love but love to hate
And I Hate the fact you had to go
Now on my own
And I hate to be alone
In a mood where I hate to say
We could've been forever
And I know that never
Happy endings don't hit the same way

Written by:
Brian Padilla

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