Tha Jesta - Neglect

Momma had to raise me ever since a baby
My dad left us like we was going crazy
I'd be lying if I said the shit never fazed me
Seeing peers with their parents amazed me
Wondering why I don't have the same connection
Lack of affection plus a bunch of stressing
Complementing suicide with a lethal weapon
Questioning God like it was a life lesson
Came to understanding this life'll never change
Some people are just fucked up within their brain
What a fucking shame I had to grow up lame
Just to learn things my father was supposed to say
Just another day just another night
Of living with my woes sipping on a sprite
Watching The Office chilling living life
Then I get a phone call who's that on the line?
I ignore it tonight's pretty boring
Got work in the morning gotta get to snoring
I ignore it tonight's pretty boring
Got work in the morning gotta get to snoring
Fuck he didn't answer I throw my damn hands up
Maybe it was too late, my number was random
But if he knew my name he'd probably block me
I know I fucked up but I wanna get to talking
I type out of message a paragraph expressing
Why I wasn't there in your adolescences
All the tears you shed that I neglected
Every bodies human but no one is perfection
This ain't no excuse neither fuck I delete it
Its 6 o'clock on the dot and I'm screaming
Smoke a little reefer bumping on my speaker
Tryna clear my mind listening to Ether
I call up again hoping I can reach him
My voice gets scratchy I stutter in my speaking
I hang up the call with tears on my t shirt
Eyes start to ball I get a call it gets deeper
I ignore it tonight's pretty boring
Got work in the morning gotta get to snoring
I ignore it tonight's pretty boring
Got work in the morning gotta get to snoring

Written by:
Nathan Cowell

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