Sensa - Surviving B.S

Baby, you have given me good time
And all I wanna do is make it better
I can never tell you
That I still love you now
And no other love can compare to you

Yeah, whatever
I call this surviving the bullshit
This how genuine as love could get
For real
I never asked for perfect
I asked for consistent effort
You know
For them to try and love me better
That's all I ever asked

They all tryna pass down vibes
They ain't experience
Right hand on my heart
What I say
I really experience
I can see right through their frame
They low in spirit
Pointless like a home with a beautiful exterior
Look in it
No appearance
They not even tenants of the body they in
I knocked on their dome a couple times
Swear nobody in it
Don't be fooled by the appearance
The most attractive people I've seen
Had the ugliest of spirits
Nah, for real
They rap for brownie points
I rap to make a point'
That's the difference
Bench players talk bout the game
They not tryna be in it
These niggas all questionable
When money talk they ain't punctual
That woman a man eater
She treat men like they munchable
He say he packing what
That's the same size of a lunchable
Physically you might hit me
Spiritually I'm untouchable
Immortalized my spirit
Reincarnated to the illest
I'm a consistent ass nigga
Left my past life to trillest
Take time to think about it
Go ahead
Calculate that risk
That act would be suicide
Might as well split your wrist
If I really go demon
Things could turn mischievous
Ghost me
You ghost your dreams
Ask the users
They know what that mean
My biggest flaw
Is giving my all
To people who don't do shit for me
I might just take it away
Just to see how they gonna shit on me
These men they greedy
And these women they needy
If you give them the blueprint
They go act like they can't read it
Tired of empty promises
That shit will never please me
How can I trust those words
When they can't stop the bleeding
Very misleading
They say stop treating them like kids
That mean I have to stop breeding
Then watch them cry over their lives
Like when you gonna stop teething
These aren't bedtime stories
Tell me why are you sleeping
This is real life and I mean it

They ask me to spit real shit
This the realest it could get
I'm surviving the bullshit
I never wanted their praises
I wanted their greatness
It was easy to obtain it
But you never maintained it
You were never the greatest
The more shit they talk
The more ammo I get
This an unlimited clip
Talk about benefits
This as genuine as love can get
I was never asking for perfect
I was asking for consistent effort
You know
For them to try and love me better
That's all I ever asked
If the sides was flipped
Would you give me all I gave
Or would you take it and run away
Jeopardy noises
Waiting for the answer
You can show me any day
Trust me
I feel great
I'm good
Just expressing myself fully
What else am I supposed to say
They love addressing my flaws
Confront theirs
They turn away
They hide from shame
I've been vulnerable to the point
Humility my middle name
Give a damn about saving face
You can't accept my flaws
Your love ain't divine anyways
No, our love ain't the same
Instead of acting like you know love
Own up to it and change
That would really heal the pain
I ain't have much to give
And I gave it up anyways
They will never understand my pain
I'm able to forgive
Cause I know what love is
Sad they can't say the same

At the end of the day
I never asked for perfect
I asked for consistent effort
You know
For them to try and love me better
That's all I ever asked for
I'm surviving the bullshit
Yet I know this as genuine as love can get

It's all love
It's all love

Written by:
Iman Lowery

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