Shroud of blight - Mental collapse

Waking up again
Nothing at all feels real
I don't feel real
Why must I exist?
If everything feels artificial

Fake smiles, fake laughs
Drowning in a sea of nothing
That no one else can see

Fading in and out of consciousness
Figuring out what is real
Or if I'm just dead
Ventolin in my system now
Breathing is still shallow

I see shadows
That reappear in different places
I hear his voice
Telling me to cut my wrists

I feel drained
But I hide it well
I've hurt myself the night before
But no one notices
I like it that way
Maybe I will kill myself tonight
Or even tomorrow
Nobody will ever know

Written by:
kenna warne

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