Spark G - Fucking Up The Whip

Shoutout to Shaun2Krazy
Fuckin' up the whip, I just been ridin' up the mileage
Kept it to myself, they wonder why I'm goin' to private
Fighting in all these thought's and that's the reason I'm goin' silent
Know they like the better when this shit was all so quiet
Deep down now I'm happy but I never got excited
Wanna be alone so I might rent out my own island
Rent up all this money but that shit just got divided
Don't wanna look back now, I don't wanna be reminded
We all got a story, ain't nobody else the same
I know we have similarities, you don't even know the pain
I ain't even get no sleep, almost every night be the same
Full of fightin', sex and drugs until someone screamin' my name
I don't fuck with feds, fuck em' all, they all be the same fuck em'
I don't fuck with law, they ain't help, they all be the same fuck em'
I ain't was a kid, never was, never had a childhood
Always hangin' with thugs around the drugs, only ones who understood
Fuck you if you never felt the pain that I felt
Ayy, life be goin' on, I have to play what I was dealt
Ayy, all that shit I saw, that shit made my heart melt
Ayy, all I got taught was to never go and tell
Fuckin' up the whip, I just been runnin' up the mileage
Kept it to myself, they wonder why I'm goin' private
Fighting all these thoughts and that's the reason I'm goin' silent
Know they like the better when this shit was all so quiet
Deep down now I'm happy but I never got excited
Wanna be alone so I might rent out my own island
Rent up all this money but that shit just got divided
Don't wanna look back now, I don't wanna be reminded
Got a fucked up past, I don't speak about it shit
Got a hundred thousand thoughts, I don't speak about it shit
Lost my pop, age of twelve, I don't speak about it though
Lost my mom, she wrapped in drugs, after that she let me go
You know life be goin' on, I can't stop, I be racing
You know every move I make, I guarantee that be life changing
Wanna live up on the hill, shit, wouldn't it be amazing
They don't know the story, wonder why they get the hating
Blessed for this shit, I be livin', I don't think I want it though
I'ma make it up to you, I guarantee that I do the most
Once we finally make it, this shit gon' be a special toast
Will I make it into heaven? I don't even wanna know
Don't wanna look back, no, I don't wanna go through it again
Don't wanna feel what I felt be all over again
I know it ain't perfect but perfect me as a ten
All this shit I went through, I think that I deserve a…
Fuckin' up the whip, I just been runnin' up the mileage
Kept it to myself, they wonder why I'm goin' private
Fighting all these thoughts and that's the reason I'm goin' silent
Know they like the better when the shit was all so quiet
Deep down now I'm happy but I never got excited
Wanna be alone so I might rent out my own island
Ran up all this money but the shit just got divided
Don't wanna look back, no, I don't wanna be reminded

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Spark G

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