Ethan Bence and Ethan Grey Bence - Back

Yea I'm back now
I'm back and I'm better
Been dealing with the world, but I'm back for ever
cin't been fucking with a bitch, had to stack more cheddar
Send my love to her, if she wanna leave, just let her
People come, friends go
cny time it's money know they ain't your friends though
My pops tried to educate, knowledge is wealth
But I ain't listen to him guess I had to buy it myself
It's real simple, gotta keep the stress off my mental
Never processed all the shit I done been through
I push it all down, hope it never comes up
I don't need to talk about it, I'm alive, that's enough
That's vanity, that's insanity
I ain't never ask for help, that's the man in me
Like the evil ain't calling, it's demanding me
If I die right now then it's planned to be

Back to back to back, yea I'm back
Back to back to back, yea I'm back
Back to back to back, yea I'm back
Back to back to back, yea I'm back

Time to get real, think I'm sprinting on a treadmill
For the past 5 years at a standstill
I'm like Sisyphus, pebble on an ant hill
Father Time, no hands is how your man feel
Made a couple mill
Lost a couple mill
Stunted people's growth to protect how they feel
Really that was selfish, I ain't wanna feel awkward
I made a couple mill and being pussy done lost it
I'm exhausted, but I'm back, undefeated
My pops had cancer, he a fighter, he done beat it
The reaper want him bad, yea, I'm sure he feel cheated
I was in that car crash, feeling lucky that we leave it
I can't lose him now, I'm too weak, still need him
He told me something's wrong and I'm the only one believe him
He couldn't even walk, hear the screams in my sleep
While he's begging that he dies, only way to relieve him
cnd what trip me out most, he say
He gave me life but that I'm why he still breathing
If you wonder why that mill ain't shit, that's the reason
I got everything I need long as I'm still bleeding
Survivor guilt strong, so I blame myself
Know I can't save the world til I save myself
When I play like the hero, just play myself
That's why I'm back now and that's on life I ain't leaving

Back to back to back, yea I'm back
Back to back to back, yea I'm back
Back to back to back, yea I'm back
Back to back to back, yea I'm back

Written by:
Ethan Bence

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