Paul Dateh - Letters to Myself

Writing letters to myself
To myself and no one else
Don't know if they'll get delivered
Time will tell
I know I'm not doing well
Like the ice will never melt
In this never-ending winter
Freezing in hell
Ooh, how do I believe in
What I really can't see yet
How does anyone make a bet like that
Ooh, I want to believe but
There's always something stopping me
And that something is me
I don't want to be here
But I don't want to leave here
The f**k is wrong with me, clearly
I'm still confused
'Cause even if I know which way to go
I just get stuck in saying no
Even when my mind knows the answer
My heart won't get there any faster
Won't get there any faster
Writing letters to myself
To myself and no one else
Don't know if they'll get delivered
Still I might as well
Ooh, how do I believe in
What I really can't see yet
How does anyone make a bet like that
Ooh, I want to believe but
There's always something stopping me
And that something is me
I don't want to be here
But I don't want to leave here
The f**k is wrong with me, clearly
I'm still confused
'Cause even if I know which way to go
I just get stuck in saying no
Even when my mind knows the answer
My heart won't get there any faster
Crying that I still need help
Cut up by all these letters to myself
I'm sorry I'm still not ready, 'cause honestly
I thought I'd be in a better place
Even though I know it's not a race
I just got to get myself steady
And hold on, whoa
Hold on, whoa
Hold on, whoa
I'll hold on
Sincerely

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JonJon Blunden, S Chikudate

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