Gordis - Rainy Days Were Always The Worst

I sit here and wonder why you left
I feel there's no use playing pretend
Since you've been gone my heads been through a wreck
I pick up the crumbs as I go
Whenever I go to bed I wanna stay like that and meet the end
I've come to terms with my death I've realized this is far as I'll go
You keep dragging me along
Don't know what is going on
And my heart keeps skipping beats
Am I myself am I pawn
I won't know until I'm gone
I need to know am I me
This feels just like a dream I won't quit having
I'm warped stuck in the seams trying not to panic
I'm in my head so much I know it's a bad habit
All the weed that I consume I know my mom can't stand it
You can't see the things I do and ask for more
I'm doing what I can I'm sorry if I make you bored
Sometimes I feel like I'm still stuck up in that goddamn ford
Rainy days were always the worst
You keep dragging me along
Don't know what is going on
And my heart keeps skipping beats
Am I myself am I pawn
I won't know until I'm gone
I need to know am I me

Written by:
Gerardo Diaz

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