DeeCastro - 3am in NYC

What am I do?
When I just lit another spliff
Pour another cup and then I start to sip
Thinking bout the past & my future in the same thoughts
Losing track of times
Almost missed my stop in a train
thoughts like
One day I'll be whipping in the baddest thing
With my boo thing
Flaunting off a new diamond ring
Or what if I'm single
At party just mingling
I hear my phone ringing off and I ain't trynna miss another call from you
I always keep it real on my head space
And when I drift away Im always talking bout my dreams and goals
Like getting a home that actually feel like home fr
I'm missing her touch but I'm too focused on what is real
Like building my name up
Drinking this pink stuff
My emotions all cluttered
Can't tell you what this was or is
I'm trynna find a place where I can exist
I'm from NY
I always dreamt of minks up in the crib
My heart so cold
Touch my chest and feel a breeze
You could call me mr.freeze
Don't know what's got in to me
Living on the edge
Chasing what's next
Everyday every night
I'm just looking for what is right
My heart so cold
Touch my chest and feel a breeze
You could call me mr.freeze
Don't know what's got in to me
Living on the edge
Chasing what's next
Everyday every night
I'm just looking for what is right
But you don't know
What
what I do
When I want you
But I might want her too
What am I to really do?
Now I'm back up in the mix
Leaving out my crib
Coming to a place I knew I shouldn't be
Who is these women
Calling my phone at night
Looking for the moment for life
When I write rhymes
I speak true feelings
From my past and what I dealt with
Crazy I left a few wanting more through my texts
Even got an ex who's still stationed up in Texas
We don't talk much
But leave it to me to led em on still
I know I ain't shit
I don't see a future with em
But letting them go really do something to me
Don't want em to go
And build a family while I'm out the picture
Feel like power
I'm just watching tommy with them figures
I played my part and made them moves off the cameras thou
Next call I get gonna probably be a camera roll
But you know what they say when you in the lights
There's gonna always be someone hating trynna take ya life
My heart so cold
Touch my chest and feel a breeze
You could call me mr.freeze
Don't know what's got in to me
Living on the edge
Chasing what's next
Everyday every night
I'm just looking for what is right
My heart so cold
Touch my chest and feel a breeze
You could call me mr.freeze
Don't know what's got in to me
Living on the edge
Chasing what's next
Everyday every night
I'm just looking for what is right
But you don't know
What
what I do
When I want you
But I might want her too
What am I to really do?

Written by:
Darnell Reed

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