Jordan Paradise - A Big Dream

Trapped in my mind, I'm right in oblivion
Some respect the grind, most think I'm an idiot
I don't really care what the haters tend to think
They boat filled with holes, so they still tend to sink
I focus on the fans, on the ones that lift me up
I focus on the fam and the people that I love
Remember I was tucked in the house like a blunt
Wouldn't go out, my mental was fucked up
Then I had to learn how to walk and how to talk
Back then I observed, if it wasn't bout a drug
I wouldn't speak, I wouldn't rap and I wouldn't sing
Come to think about it, back then I couldn't dream
Now my dream is getting bigger
I'm done with distraction
All the weed and all the liquor
Done mixing psychs with pills, I need my liver
My light is brightened up, I remember it was dimmer
Head filled with love, and none of it's fake
The process I trust, I'm ducking the hate
If you ain't lifting me up, then fuck out my face
Hating on another brother, what a disgrace
What a disgrace, I might be in love with the game
I'm loving the taste of all the dope stuff that I make
So what if they hate, it can't change a thing in my brain
I write so much, they probably will say I'm insane
I'm making it big, mama take a look what I did
I put my feelings in a song and I made it look sick
I'm building a bridge to cross it, I just gotta commit
It's not impossible, just difficult and hard as it can get

Written by:
JORDAN RUIZ, SOLOMON THOMPSON

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