If I Should Die Lyrics - All I Wanted

If I Should Die - All I Wanted

For every time you left me waiting
With my head against the window pane
My pain would multiply in time
With the blurry image of your face
Slowly decaying in a way that will likely keep me safe
I hope in your final moments
You're holding your breath so it goes to waste
I'd take a million fucking bullets
Just so I'd never see the day
That I finally make you proud
Like you deserve that kind of grace
A disgrace for a name
Dear father, or mother
Whoever is listening
Do you feel, my heart ache
The kind that you gave to me
And I hope you lose your fucking mind like me
Every time you see
Me holding tightly to good days wishing time would freeze
All I wanted was more than you could give
All I wanted was a home to fit in
If I ever were to see you again
I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with
Dear Herb and Kristine
I know that you've been watching me
You see all my success, and now
Your hearts are filled with fucking greed
So many questions
While the normal kids picked on me, and
Now you want back in my life, but
I don't need your empathy
We might be "blood", but
That's the only thing that's standing true
I hope you're happy seeing how
I didn't fucking need you
No thanks to you
I made my life on my own
The only regret I have
I wish I never picked up the phone
Dear father, or mother
Whoever is listening
Do you feel, my heart ache
The kind that you gave to me
All I wanted was more than you could give
All I wanted was a home to fit in
If I ever were to see you again
I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with
That's all I wanted
All I wanted was more than you could give
All I wanted was a home to fit in
If I ever were to see you again
I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with
All I wanted was more than you could give
All I wanted was a home to fit in
If I ever were to see you again
I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with

Written by:
Dalton Bloom, Jonathan Ensz, Zakkary Moreno

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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