Shad Fer - Hard On Myself (feat. Shabazz The Great)

I know I go so hard, so hard
So hard on myself
I know I go so hard, so hard
So hard on myself
Look I cannot trust you
Cause when I bust through
Who down to ride
Who ain't ga ride
That's what it come to
And if I need you in a bind
Could you come thru
Cause you just gotta fail me once
Then it's fuck you
Why? Cause I got me
I'd never drop me
And in my mind ain't nobody that could top me
Nobody that could stop me
This ain't me being cocky
And when I finally get it bitch I wasn't lucky
I don't know if it's fear, but I could feel that's it's here
This pressure inside of me has gotta be something rare
So precious that I perfect it and protect it with prayer
And humility or face humiliation for not handling it with care
When I let it out they stare
Can't believe what they hear
So invested in the moment
I only give em a share
But now they feelin a bond
Stalking me all year
Till a pair of a million ears
Make me a millionaire
Can I kill for it
Would I die for it
Right on Instagram live
Would I cry for it
Prolly not but I would give my all and strive for it
Ise the type to raise the roof when the sky fallin
And I could never sell my soul for no platinum and gold
I'm just taking what is owed for the road that I chose
I done faced so many lows, don't ask how low I would go
Ask the hoes who's the host of the show you know that I go
I know I go so hard, so hard
So hard on myself
You know that I go
I know I go so hard, so hard
So hard on myself
Picture this scene
Trapping
Just turned 17
Left home
Think I'm grown
Big man on the scene
Zippin' my jeans
A gold chain
A mind full of schemes
Bumping Meek, feeling me
I been chasing my dreams
Black hoodies and loaded nines, taking everything thats mines
Bad boy in '99 but never go out like Shine
I'm Deon in his prime, a star before his time
I put in work for this love, could never sleep on the grind
This is passion mixed with anger
Y'all niggas in danger
The last of a dying breed, rapping like this been endangered
I been signed to a label
Honestly nothin' major
A king and a sharp shooter, my nickname should be Peja
Really did y'all a favor, put doubt in all my haters
A savage and nothin' average
I chose the dark like I'm vader
Heartbroken but love the paper
Lose my pain in the vapors
We seen more than we needed
but honestly that's what shaped us
Late nights, moving work
I been making ends
Street baby ghetto gospel
I prayed for revenge
Say its love but its not
Dont care to make amends
Gotta get it on my own
Ain't no need for friends
Ice cold for the heart, Henny for the blend
Ice water in my veins, going for the win
1 of 1, no comparison I don't got a twin
Still give 'em two hundred and ten till the very end
I know I go so hard, so hard
So hard on myself
You know that I go
I know I go so hard, so hard
So hard on myself

Written by:
Darron Rolle, Rashad Ferguson

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