R3D - Lose It

Every time I think I want love I lose it
Every time I speak about love I'm choosin for my mind
Free out my mind
All the complications I got in me
Wouldn't let me be with you in peace
But it's in my mind yeah
Why am I so blind
I look back and I'm seeing who I lost before
I lost a lot of wonderful people, and probably more
Cause I can't keep my act right
I'll be talking to one girl and then I just might
Go ghost for a little minute, but that's me backing away
That's me fighting the feeling of falling on someone who might go break my heart again
But also I got used to being single I don't see myself with somebody today
The only issue is, that I might be alone if I keep rejecting everybody
Pushing away the only people who want to get to know who I am and all my family
Every time I think I want love I lose it
Every time I speak about love I'm choosin for my mind, free out my mind
All the complications I got in me
Wouldn't let me be with you in peace
But it's in my mind yeah
Why am I so blind
All I'm really doing
Is hurting those who want to get involved with me and only me but I just keep on playing games
In this life I'm in
Instead of letting somebody love me and all my sins
I had someone tell me, that they feel bad for me
That they hope I find somebody, who would give me time
Cause I'm losing mine
Being solo is the only way I see my life
I broke a couple hearts, seen so many tears
I seen the girl I loved find somebody new in the same year
And right there, yeah I lost myself
So ever since I started focusing on me and nothing else
Shit, now I'm hurting those who don't deserve it
Those with genuine vibes who just want to get to know me
But I can't figure out why I'm like this
When It's been like 7 years when my life switched
You know
The only issue is, that I might be alone if I keep rejecting everybody
Pushing away the only people who want
To get to know who I am and all my family
Every time I think I want love I lose it
Every time I speak about love I'm choosin for my mind, free out my mind
All the complications I got in me
Wouldn't let me be with you in peace
But it's in my mind yeah
Why am I so blind

Written by:
Raul Duarte

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