CodeineDCM - Lately

It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me (Proud of me)
All I'm known is for bein' a piece of shit inside the streets (Inside the streets)
It's too many problems I been goin' through lately
Been havin' an impact on my mental health, greatly
Have I been havin' thoughts of suicide, yeah maybe
Drownin' in that pain with no vest please God save me (Oh Lord)
It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me
All I'm known is for being a piece of shit inside the streets
Everything 'round me froze cause my heart so cold
Hella homies died so quickly got my mind throwed
On six years papers, can't even sit back ease my mind and toke
Just steady be by myself, starin' at this bottle, tryina cope
I just wanna die but I be scared sometimes
My body hate these drugs, I need to stop but I ignore the signs
Tryina stay calm but inner peace I can't find
I hope Kayce love me for real, she the only reason I'm alive
It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me (Proud of me)
All I'm known is for bein' a piece of shit inside the streets (Sheesh)
It's too many problems I been goin' through lately
Been havin' an impact on my mental health, greatly
Have I been havin' thoughts of suicide, yeah maybe
Drownin' in that pain with no vest please God save me (Oh Lord)
It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me
All I'm known is for being a piece of shit inside the streets
Depression steady takin' over, been fightin tryna beat it
Use everything to find my heart but it steady fuckin' vacant
Found my dad arms purple, he ain't make it
It's so hard to dial 911, your whole body fuckin' shakin
Starin' at the stars tryna ease my mind
My girl got brain cancer, can't stop myself I'm steady cryin'
Stress got me dyin' on the inside, but I act like I'm fine
Gotta stay positive and strong for her but bitch I'm tryin'
It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me (Proud of me)
All I'm known is for bein' a piece of shit inside the streets (Sheesh)
It's too many problems I been goin' through lately
Been havin' an impact on my mental health, greatly
Have I been havin' thoughts of suicide, yeah maybe
Drownin' in that pain with no vest please God save me (Oh Lord)
It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me
All I'm known is for being a piece of shit inside the streets
All this fuckin' pain and emotions steady be runnin' over
On probation it's so hard to deal with the bullshit sober
I be sayin' fuck that and fill my cup til it runneth over
My mind runnin' wild, I can't wait til the wound closed up
I could cry at any time but that's not how my brain wired
At this point, even a Tempur-Pedic couldn't fix this tired
Feel so numb, I hate the feeling when the drugs expire
Wish I could cop happy feelings, bootleg like limewire
It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me (Proud of me)
All I'm known is for bein' a piece of shit inside the streets (Sheesh)
It's too many problems I been goin' through lately
Been havin' an impact on my mental health, greatly
Have I been havin' thoughts of suicide, yeah maybe
Drownin' in that pain with no vest please God save me (Oh Lord)
It's so hard to speak on how I'm feelin'
So damn bipolar, mixed emotions, trapped inside of me (Inside of me)
Fucked up so much, I just hope one day my momma say she proud of me
All I'm known is for being a piece of shit inside the streets

Written by:
Cody Alexander

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