Don Dada G.N.D. - If I Disaappear

Some days I want to give it up
It's hard to care when you don't know who to trust
Shady people always looking for a cut
But when you don't have much they switching up
Quick to smear my name
Damn shame but I know I'll persevere through pain
Going insane but no one is aware until the moment they notice I disappear, So what I'm saying is
I hate to put this in a song but
Who's gonna miss me when I'm gone
I'd be wrong if I said nobody
But at the same time I feel that nobody gives a damn
So why should I care, I don't think a soul would notice the moment I disappear
To die alone used to be my only fear, Somehow I live alone no matter who is near
But im feeling like the world will betray me, But lately it doesn't phase me
I may be losing my drive from people driving me crazy
Better than me losing my mind, From knowing this world is shady
Feeling like I'm lost in a time where there nothing for me so maybe I need to disappear
Vanish from this world that doesn't care
Doesn't matter if Don Dada becomes a multimillionaire
Cause some unaware of where I've been, In order to end up only here
Second guessing myself and the path I chose for my career
Yea I know I shouldn't stress, Some would say I'm truly blessed
But I've never gotten rest from the struggle and my guess is I'm hallucinating
Thinking maybe I clear the mess in my mind before I wind up stuck with some sort of depression again
Say what's the lesson given, Living in the moment knowing that I'm growing distant
Is it love that I'm missing, Affectionately driven
When this world is out for self, Hard to tell who really isn't, But
Some days I want to give it up
It's hard to care when you don't know who to trust
Shady people always looking for a cut
But when you don't have much they switching up
Quick to smear my name
Damn shame but I know I'll persevere through pain
Going insane but no one is aware until the moment they notice I disappear, So what I'm saying is
I hate to put this in a song but
Who's gonna miss me when I'm gone
I'd be wrong if I said nobody
But at the same time I feel that nobody gives a damn
So why should I care, I don't think a soul would notice the moment I disappear
To die alone used to be my only fear, Somehow I live alone no matter who is near
But im feeling like the world will betray me, But lately it doesn't phase me
I may be losing my drive from people driving me crazy
Better than me losing my mind, From knowing this world is shady
Feeling like I'm lost in a time where there nothing for me so maybe I need to disappear
Vanish from this world that doesn't care
Doesn't matter if Don Dada becomes a multimillionaire
Cause some unaware of where I've been, In order to end up only here
Second guessing myself and the path I chose for my career, Yea
I hate to put this in a song but
Who's gonna miss me when I'm gone
I'd be wrong if I said nobody

Written by:
Darren Smith

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