N.U.M.B. - Trippin' On The Outside

If I'm trippin' on the outside, guess what it looks like within
My subconscious took the blue pill and then chased it with the red
If I'm trippin' on the outside, inside I might find a friend
I'm unconscious with a feeling that I really might be dead
If I'm trippin' on the outside, guess what it looks like within
My subconscious took the blue pill and then chased it with the red
If I'm trippin' on the outside, inside I might find a friend
I'm unconscious with a feeling that I really might be dead

I'm sick of the way that you look at me
Fuck what you're doing, you'll never compare to me
Never aware of me
My name is
Time to be scared of me
Topping the rarity
Answer the phone and they think I'm a charity
Open your eyes and I'll give you the clarity
Stare at me
I need advice, but I'm taking it carefully
Call me a god, I believe in the heresy
Picking and choosing the ones who keep daring me
Double it down and my hands will unbare a beast
It's time to reveal everything I've done terribly
Fuck what you think
I brought a beat into therapy

You know
They told me what they wanted
That's exactly what I've done
I let my alter ego show, and then I added one

You thought that it was different, bitch
We changed up the angle, not goals
Never defeated the demon inside of my mind
An angel took its soul, conjoined him with my own
And now there's three that I control
Talking to Satan and I never complain
Call me a dog, reverse it in vain
Mainline wouldn't let me on the stage if I was sane
Mentally deranged is what they wrote down on the page

I couldn't tell you what it meant until I woke up in the industry
Woke up again, and I was face to face with the enemy
I'd never sell my soul, but I would rent one to the embassy
Inevitably up at the me and team, myself, we intervene
You see, what I could never be is what you wanted
I'm the king
Never underestimate my bombing in the ring
I'm blowing up the spot, and then I'm right back in the streets
Solo underground, that means I'm numb to the concrete
Lessen the tension, your girls a freak inside the sheets
Never got a problem with the bottom of the bottle
You kissed that bitch, I made her skeet

Said I had enough, it's time I raise my limitations
I no longer feel the challenge in life, I just feel it's dangerous
Imitating the grave diggers, stuck here dig in a hole
Now I know you know my goal, you expected me in the basement
I just laid the foundation, now I'm replacing the walls
Elevating the fakest, I'm setting fire to it all
Let the motherfucker burn, let the ashes blow in the breeze
It's turning to a habit, just like burning family trees

Exceeding all the limits with divine intervention
Now I'm praying to a god I don't believe in, so there's tension
If you're asking my opinion, the answer is I'm offended
Slowing down my rhythm, maybe this time hear the message
Gave all attention, at tension like a broken record, I never get mentioned
Defensive about all the lessons I ventured, offensive to all of the questions
Get out of my mind now, get out of my head, or I'll open a casket and lay you to rest
Feel I'm obsessed with the journey, it's time I confess that I've never been worried

If I'm tripping on the outside, guess what it looks like within
My subconscious took the blue pill and then chased it with the red
If I'm trippin' on the outside, inside I might find a friend
I'm unconscious with the feeling that I really might be dead
If I'm trippin' on the outside, guess what it looks like within
My subconscious took the blue pill and then chased it with the red
If I'm trippin' on the outside, inside I might find a friend
I'm unconscious with the feeling that I really might be dead

Written by:
Jeremy Berrellez

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