N.U.M.B. - Days Like This

You know, change is something that happens in an instant, some of us don't get the choice
to adapt to it
Keep pushing forward y'all

Let's keep it simple and visualize what I'm making with blessings,
I'm losing my mind every time I come to my senses, Cause life never gave me lemons, just a map to the seeds
Now I'm harvesting myself an overdose on the drink
I was under impression, I couldn't talk to a shrink about the demons in my head one thought controls what they think
I confronted them one by one and gave each of them reasons that they should join me this evening
for a dinner that I completed
I've called it Last Supper and that's the word of a heathen
I'm a man of my word in my hand a burden this evening
Worth more than two in a bush I think that I'm overachieving
At the top of my grieving, I move it out of my way
Metaphorical spade, I'll throw a stone in a glass race
Passing up second, you think I'm worse with the pace
Cause the early one gets the worm, I'm still first when I'm late
I got no need to return, I listen to hertz when I break

And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever
That's life measured, intended for light levers
The switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December
If I chose to write a letter, it might end up poorly written
And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever
That's life measured, intended for light levers
The switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December
If I chose to write a letter, it might end up poorly written

Reminiscing about my life in the playground, I see a microphone
My mind goes on a journey every time I'm in the studio
Never defeated the demon inside of my mind, I'm about to lose it though
Inevitably I would never believe that I wasn't a part of a voodoo clone
Pouring out my soul while I'm writing the verse I'm spitting
In spite of all of the hidden remarks I heard from the ditches
Ditch your pessimistic vision tell me what you're giving
Only L I ever took was the limit from the incision
In my back that left the doctor in an awkward position
Now the old me's dead and gone and the new me is in revision
PTSD got me tripping, I don't trust no one that's living
Look at my mistakes and then I'll learn from my decisions
Deciding in the end my beginning was a collision
Colliding the left and right of my mind to free from religion
Religiously explicit, I swear to God I'm about to pigeon
So why would you kill the messenger or even burn the bridge in

And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever
That's life measured intended for light levers
A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December
If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written
Goin' days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever
That's life measured intended for light levers
A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December
If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written

Beaten and broken, kicked in the dirt, I ain't joking
And now I'm back on my feet and I got receipts to prove the hoe shit
Scars on my soul from the L I took but no we don't snitch
Leave it to the streets one on one and we never roll switch
Bringin' back the basics, the battle is in devotion
You could call it a hobby, it's how I deal with emotion
Pullin' out the blade in my back like it wasn't broken
I'm inspectin' the edge like if I jump my time might be frozen
Never say never unless you're never givin' up
I done been to the bottom of every bottomless cup
And I done copped a couple bottles and then popped them with luck
Like if I gotta change my past I might not change it enough
But now I'm back on my path, the sight in my range is bright as fuck
A diamond in the rough, I feel the pressure when I'm stuck
Now I hold myself higher to a standard that can't be judged
Like gold, oil, drugs, we'll win the war by givin' love

And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever
That's life measured, intended for light levers
A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December
If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written
Goin' days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever
That's life measured, intended for light levers
A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December
If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written

Written by:
Jeremy Barrellez

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