Eadwulf - Sweet Misery

Six thirty in the morning and it's already started
Coming back to me the memories that I have forgotten
Sweet misery
Why have you come for me
My agony
Why do you taste so sweet
To become resilient you have to break down
I cannot tell you how many times I had to freak out
Thinking I don't want this and that I should fucking leave now
Pride walked up and he told me that I'm too proud
I said thanks then I held his fucking head down
Deep under the water until I thought he might drown
Let him breathe for a second then told him to pipe down
Threw away my own crown
Told him we don't need it to be a king
You can choose to love or to hate me
Call it what you want but it's always the same thing
I'm so sick and tired of trying to erase memories
Why do all the voices in my head say they hate me
Sweet misery
Why have you come for me
My agony
Why do you taste so sweet
Sweet misery
Why have you come for me
My agony
Why do you taste so sweet
I know I can be kind of aggressive
Sorry if I seem like I'm super defensive
I don't even care that if I am offensive
I've been on the fence with quite a few things
Thought that I would dead but I guess that I'm alive now
To become bendable you have to break first and
If you wanna do that then it fucking hurts
Healing is a part of the process
Painful in a way but the proofs in the concept
I've been digging deep cause I wanna be happy
All I ever feel is that I have to mask me
What kind of way to live is that
You can't live in the present if you're stuck in your past
Sweet misery
Why have you come for me
My agony
Why do you taste so sweet
Sweet misery
Why have you come for me
My agony
Why do you taste so sweet
Six thirty in the morning and it's already started
Calling back to me the memories that I had forgotten

Written by:
Zachary Eddolls

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