9:14 - BAD ONE

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9:14
Last night I cried myself to sleep
The best sleep I had in a while
I tell myself not to be weak
But can't convince myself this time
I tell my friends to love themselves
But I don't take my own advice
Sometimes I'm scared to ask for help
The only way taught to survive
Oh, I'm sorry I don't mean to keep you waiting
I'm trying to figure out my situation
And if you feel the same then you should say this
There's power in my mind, power in my soul
There's power in my heart, power I don't show
I'm like a river, I just gotta keep the flow
I gotta keep on moving, gotta keep on going
No weapon formed against me, shall not prosper
Cause my father got that chopper, put a bullet where it's proper
I got problems, so much problems I can't solve them
Are you the one to help me figure out my fate?
Are you gonna fill the gaps when I don't know what to say?
Are you gonna be the one to try to me help me on my way?
I'm confident that I'm not confident
I'm confidential with my conflicts man, I really contradict
I'm kinda sick
I'm way too broke, can't even pay the consequence
Can't comprehend my feelings, never felt a valid compliment
It's hard for me, like
I give advice that I don't take myself
That same advice I wish somebody would've told myself
I wipe my eyes and shake it off, I never ask for help
Got so much dust around my heart, forgot it on a shelf
Scared of vulnerability
Pride is my defense at the expense of sensitivity
Losing all ability
To express affection not to mention Christ divinity
Black on black infinities
Doing donuts on my fucking ego slowly killing me
Tell me what you see in me
Tell me you're not blind and what you see is what you feel for me
Tell me you don't have separate intentions, are you there for me?
Tell me are you scared for me?
Tell me are you
Man
Last night I cried myself to sleep
The best sleep I had in a while
I tell myself not to be weak
But can't convince myself this time
I tell my friends to love themselves
But I don't take my own advice
Sometimes I'm scared to ask for help
The only way taught to survive

Written by:
Marquis Rand

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