Menace ZM - This time will be different

I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah
I bottle shit until it turn into resentment
It contributes to all my issues with commitment
But this time will me different
I swear it's gone be different
I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah
I bottle shit until it turn into resentment
It contributes to all my issues with commitment
This time will me different
I swear it's gone be different
I remember falling for a Gemini moon
I fell deep but I had to say goodbye soon
Cause she's too much like me
And I been struggling to like me
How can I make her wifie
When It's hard to love a Pisces
I see a piece of me in everybody I'm in love with
I see a piece of me in everybody I don't fuck with
I see a piece of me whenever I go out in public
In the pretty girls with dreadlocks
And the lame niggas they stuck with
Cause of, self esteem issues
They need the validation
I guess that's why I'm with you
Cause we need the validation
Cause we need the validation
Fascinating I remember tripping over my egotistical past fling
Thinking about it, it was really just her insecurities battling
And she took it out on me, cause I seem to be handling everything nicely
Thinking that I'm too confident
When on most days I don't like me, so
I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah
I bottle shit until it turn into resentment
It contributes to all my issues with commitment
But this time will me different
I swear it's gone be different
I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah
I bottle shit until it turn into resentment
It contributes to all my issues with commitment
But this time will me different
I swear it's gone be different
Stuck in these temporary highs
Never know when to say goodbye
Settle for less
Never know when to leave
Never know when to go
Never knew when to let go
Said shorty wanna ride through the city
Wanna catch the sunsets with me
Said this could be something pretty
But damn
Sometimes the boomerang
Never comes back when you throw it
Or you never catch it right when you hold it
I'm a victim of my expectations
Leading me to lamentations
For the relations
That never came into realisation
When I thought they would
Now I'm riding round in circles
Thought I was healing good
But I got a lot of work to do
I'm sorry if I hurt you
Got a lot I'm still working through
Uh uh so I
I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah
I bottle shit until it turn into resentment
It contributes to all my issues with commitment
But this time will me different
I swear it will be different
I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah
I bottle shit until it turn into resentment
It contributes to all my issues with commitment
But this time will me different
I swear it will be different

Written by:
Dennis Mwansa

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