Martin Gaál - i'm trying, okay?

Woke up in the morning in october
Felt I need someone to hold a little closer
But I'm clouded by the thought that I'm a loner
And I'm scared of pushing everyone away

And I don't want to say it out loud
And what if everything goes down?
It's not easy to say
But I'm trying, okay?

I'm always on these highs and lows
A feeling that I'm on my own
I tried to let it go
But my head is upside down

It's hard to face the hurtful truth
I'm not enough to keep you in
So I tried to let you go
And I don't want to hate myself

Late night 'till the morning, 'till the sunrise
Been thinking 'bout the past for the whole night
I'm losing all my sleep

And I'm haunted by this this thing called paranoia
I live inside my head a little too much
I say that I'm a mess

I'm always on these highs and lows
A feeling that I'm on my own
I tried to let it go
But my head is upside down

It's hard to face the hurtful truth
I'm not enough to keep you in
So I tried to let you go
And I don't want to hate myself

I'm always on these highs and lows
Upside down
I tried to let it go
But my head is upside down

All I am, a dark cold room
Where sunlight doesn't shine no more
Somewhere in seas, let me drown
Throw me in the deep, and let me drown

Written by:
Martin Gaál

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