John Porché - Crystal Ball Clears

I starting to see it crystal ball clear
My heart is damage don't come near
Losing ppl i use to fear
You ain't gotta be right with me as long as I'm right with myself
Get it get it get it by myself don't need help

How the fuck you posed to feel when nobody rootin for you
How the hell you posed to feel when nobody on ya corner
Fuck it m upping my armor
It feel like jail how long is my karma
It feel like hail raining upon ya
Can't catch my breathe but watching my step
Life is short with no mo left
All that promo for love done left
It's hard to be right-when ppl going left
It hard to b-right when all yo light has left
Am i target for these ppl, feel like I'm guarding Steph
But this is reality regardless how they mad at me
Or never forgive cuz shit i did
Or never forgive choosing myself
I felt like Bruce Wayne all this weight in my belt
You could throw ya stones im use it to build me a house
You could throw ya shots im use it to feel up my clip
You could talk slick i recognize im on my shit
You could move slick im watching snakes in this pit

I starting to see it crystal ball clear
My heart is damage don't come near
Losing ppl i use to fear
You ain't gotta be right with me as long as I'm right with myself
Get it get it get it by myself don't need help

How the fuck you posed deal when there's always double standards
How in this world you pose deal when it's you tryna fix the damage
That's not what they want from me they robin leech won't leave from me or leave from me
As i sit with these thoughts shroud in dark
Fight all these feelings with no one to talk about it
Black man use your black power and shelf it ina bottle
Going crazy talking to myself waiting for a response
Tired of being brushed off ppl act so nonchalant
It's time to focus polish the crops and stack croissants
searching ways i need to deal creating hard scars ripped Cartledge and the keloids but in time you will heal don't get distracted by decoys

I starting to see it crystal ball clear
My heart is damage don't come near
Losing ppl i use to fear
You ain't gotta be right with me as long as I'm right with myself
Get it by myself don't need help uh

Written by:
John Spears

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