Deemxnn - sea of despair

I been over my head
Feeling trap inside a prison from the blood that I shed
I'm better off dead
My life steady hangs from a thread
I drown in regret
I'm still up in this war without rest
They try to anchor me down
Lay a burden into my life, that's why i'm still not around
All these bitches really stuck up on a different path
And I still can't find my sanity, it's buried by wrath
All those times I miss that wasn't bad, it all stopped adding up
Need to find a place all on my own, so I keep stacking up
I had enough
Niggas ain't the same they come around, and they still acting up
Shit ain't feeling real, I set my mind straight, but I can't adjust
Need a reason that time is ticking in a sea of despair
Wish they seen it
I haven't been myself, I wasn't aware
Can't redeem it
I need to break free, so my thoughts can repair
Really need it
I fucked a bad bitch then i'm turning my back
Not returning
I see a bridge that's coming straight from my past
Then I burn it
They gotta stay away, my heart fade in black
It's concerning
I'm bound to silence, and they're gonna fallback
They ain't lurking
I'm feeling numb, I think i'm fading away
We'll meet again when I lay right in my grave
I can't be saved, i'm steady counting my days
You're feeling pain when you still look at my face
I'm feeling numb, I think i'm fading away
We'll meet again when I lay right in my grave
I can't be saved, i'm steady counting my days
You're feeling pain when you still look at my face
Sea of despair
I feel like I am in a sea of despair
Sea of despair
I feel like I am in a sea of despair
In a sea of despair

Written by:
DEEMXNN, dee melton

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