Mike Nappi - Wait for me

This isn't how it was supposed to be
Keep questioning God why'd he take you from me
Feeling imprisoned my only hope is you are free
And wherever you are, you can wait for me
I'm in denial, crying, hardly ever sleep
So if you're listening please come visit me in my dreams
Feeling imprisoned, my only hope is that you are free
And wherever you are, you can wait for me
If it's not too much to ask for, hopefully, I am not imposing
Could you send a sign if it's crowded and heaven might be closing
I know that if you hear me, you're in there and that you were chosen
Ever since you left, my heart can't let it go like it's frozen
I pray that you will listen when I'm screaming that I miss you
Reminiscing through tissues
Medicating my issues
Debating to submit to
And hating to admit you
Won't age with us and get to
Look back at what we've been through
My reaction getting the news
And the impact that it is true
Was like ripping wax off my soul
Attached to you with glue
I'm saddened not to be with you
And baffled that all of it is true
Grappling with adapting
To the fact I won't hug or kiss you
There's no solace in you gone
But I hope wherever you've gone
Is a place with love and happiness
And you're laughing at this song
How we act on earth, it is wrong
Nothing's actually ever is gone
Life is short even for those
That are lucky to live long
This isn't how it was supposed to be
Keep questioning God why'd he take you from me
Feeling imprisoned and my only hope for you is that you're free
And wherever you are, you can wait for me
I'm in denial, crying, hardly ever sleep
So if you're listening please come visit me in my dreams
Feeling imprisoned, my only hope is you are free
And wherever you are, you can wait for me
How am I supposed to look at anyone that loves you
Silver lining, you're in heaven, there's someone to look up to
Are you able to pull me above too?
'Cause we'd all love to pull up to
Wherever you are, just tell us, and I promise we will come through
I wish it was that easy
We're left here in grief, bereaving
Ingesting we must believe it
No time to prepare for you leaving
My mind won't allow me to see it
This time I don't wanna be in
Reminded of you with everything I do
You were all I needed
I hate myself 'cause the first song I wrote about you
Is a song I wrote about you, sad and alone without you
Now I'm figuring how to
Pick myself up and amount to
Someone you'd be proud of and that's something I vow to
I don't know how I'll do it
Right now I don't think I can
I've been deliberating time between my grief and being mad
I dry my eyes, I can't keep crying, can't stop being sad
I really hope you wait for me if you decide not to come back
This isn't how it was supposed to be
Keep questioning God why'd he take you from me
Feeling imprisoned and my only hope for you is that you're free
And wherever you are, you can wait for me
I'm in denial, crying, hardly ever sleep
So if you're listening please come visit me in my dreams
Feeling imprisoned, my only hope is you are free
And wherever you are, you can wait for me

Written by:
Michael Nappi

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