Skola The Champion - Clownish

So many times
I made the same mistakes
Took the wrong road
Didn't even hit the brakes
I gave to people who only take
Tell me what sense does that make
I feel so stupid
Caused myself heart ache
I'm napping on the job
I gotta stay awake
Found myself walking through ladders
Smoking like nothing matters
I let my mind shatter
Around gossip and chatter
Behind me folks hold daggers
I admit it
I was an idiot
Ain't took nothing serious
It was ridiculous
I was delirious
Lost my mind
It was hard to find
I wasted time
Hung with friends who left me behind
I was dumb and blind
They used me
I was being kind
When I'm broke I'm invisible
Took long to realize
They're selfish individuals
I settled for the minimal
Most of them wanna be criminals
Expect the worst
Shit be unpredictable
I was a clown
Hanging round folks
Who wanna drag me down
Take what I got
Put me in the ground
When I'm in need
Nobody is around
I can't stand looking profound
It's time I leave the play ground
I wasted so much time
God gave me all the signs
Almost let my life decline
I was clownish clownish
Why was I clownish
So damn clownish
I lost my mind
I think I found it
No more being clownish
So much was unnecessary
Friends were temporary
Almost imaginary
Saying Niggas in vocabulary
Dirty mouths it's unsanitary
Ancestors fought to clear that word
It's so absurd
Everywhere it's Heard
I used it too
Now it gets on my nerves
I've met fools
Sagging pants like it's cool
They on a pedestal it's sad
Minds be smaller than a molecule
It's themselves they ridiculed
I was the same way
Smoking drinking
Laughed like everything's okay
I let my brain cells decay
Listened to dumb shit people say
I was a clown in the circus
Lost without a purpose
Now I'm Staying focused
Ignoring what's bogus
I don't wanna go back and slack
Acting silly and whack
Like a train I stay on track
It's a home run
ball hits that bat
I wasted so much time
God gave me all the signs
Almost let my life decline
I was clownish clownish
Why was I clownish
So damn clownish
I lost my mind
I think I found it
No more being clownish
I washed the paint off my face
Drew my own pic didn't trace
Life had a better taste
I refuse to be a clown
Like others in the town
I take my life serious
I know my skin is brown
I learned to swim so I won't drown
Got no time for jokes
I gain wisdom stay woke
Life ain't bout rich or broke
It's about knowledge you soak
Use that shit to build a boat

Written by:
Drevaun Byrdsong

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