Manzy - 4AM

Late nights got me in my mind again
All these late nights make me hate life but it's only 4.A.M.
Staring at my phone cause I don't wanna let it go
So easy to drown myself in a world that I don't really want to know
Staring at the ceiling, hoping that this feeling goes away
Looking at the stars cause it feels like I broke apart yeah
Stuck at sea, my lifeline is slipping away
My grips tight but I fall beneath the waves
My life's like a maze all I hit are dead ends these days
I'm running and running out of ways
Let me explain
Everything I do seems to stand against me
People I love turn and then resent me
The only person doing that would be the man in the mirror
Yea that would be me confessing look
I'm a magician cause the people I love keep disappearing on me mysteriously
I don't understand people keep on telling me to look bigger
But I don't see the plan no
I wonder at the end of the day
When others go to bed do they stay up to pray?
Can they live with decisions they've made?
I can't because I know if I hurt someone like that I wouldn't look at my face
Late nights got me in my mind again
All these late nights make me hate life but it's only 4.A.M.
Staring at my phone cause I don't wanna let it go
So easy to drown myself in a world that I don't really want to know
Staring at the ceiling, hoping that this feeling goes away
Looking at the stars cause it feels like I broke apart yeah
Everytime that I go to write everything leaves
So all I can focus on is negativity
Constantly bothering me but I don't wanna hide
I just want to find relief, look
Running a race but late nights my mind misplaced
You're a mistake I tell myself, I know I'm plagued
Wish I could change that part of me
That's the part of me that finds it hard to see woo
It really gets to me these dark thoughts be testing me
They make a mess of me but I won't let them see
Me in a state declined put on my jetpack
And fly somewhere safe in my mind yeah
I pray to God but I don't put him first
It's like he's reaching out to comfort my hurt
But I'm too stubborn, I'm too troubled to learn
I feel puzzled and struggle to take me to church yeah
Late nights got me in my mind again
All these late nights make me hate life but it's only 4.A.M.

Written by:
Malachi Tamepo

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