Kid God - everybody should be vulnerable... (feat. Exxe)

And now, for $15,000, name a small sea animal
Shrimp cocktail
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Started a wave, fell off, and almost drowned
Lost inside a sea of depression with no way out
My only crutch broken unfocused trapped in a cloud
Of marijuana smoke, self-loathing, and total doubt
Hadn't felt
Proud in a minute, lacking commitment
Was a blow to my confidence, held me down for a minute
Walls closing in
Smoking all that kept me out the darkest pit
Feeling pressed
Dodging interactions with all of my friends
Stayed alone
Found my room was where I felt the solitude the most
Secluded in the darkness like a ghost
If anybody would approach, my irritation peaked and surely showed
It's funny looking back at my approach
Very immature
But nobody's perfect though
Yeah, yeah
Now it's me chilling up on the West Coast
24, back up on this music hustle tenfold
Feeling like my time to shine is surely so close
Yeah, yeah
Always act like I'm on top of shit, when really I'm just circling the drain inside this fucking sink
Just take another drink
Numb it now and dumb it down it's
Not what you fucking think, don't cut me down, I'll come around, yeah
Lost in my inhibitions
Causing my mixed intentions
Made all these wrong decisions
I'm so beyond forgiveness
But that's just me assassinating myself
It's kinda crazy how your mind can be so bad for your health, yeah
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
Yeah
Every should lie in a room and shit
Sometimes it's too hard for me to even get out of bed
Gone

Written by:
Christian Sucik, Xavier Bradley

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