Nikos Achilleus - Word In The Suicide Room

Tomorrow I'll open the door to their world
If I turn into a living ruin
Before I find myself dying in my dream

If I don't somehow realise
This is not a bad dream that I should escape from
If I collapse under the weight of life

Just tell me, tell me
I'm not the only one

Are you brave enough to find the lies you believe in?

In my dream I stand still
In the middle of a darkened room
There are people I know are dead
They keep staring back at me

Waiting anxiously what I've got to say
But my thoughts always fail to turn into words
All these thoughts having nowhere else to go
For so long started forming who I am

There are lies so soft that seem like hidden truth
When you're in despair
Beware

It's morning, I wake up and try to believe I'm awake
My haunting question is who I really am
My mind is so confused before I even speak

Thirteen years have already passed and I'm still here
Escaping suicide
Trying to embrace all those dark things I fear

But lately, lately
I feel I lost myself

Are you brave enough to find the lies you believe in?

When I'm awake I'm so stressed
At the edge of a noisy world
Crowds of people that talk so loud
They keep on spinning around and around

They act confident and don't care what I say
But their actions always fail to lead them to their goals
All these actions always lead into despair
In a lifetime forming who we are

The secret door of the suicide room

Are you brave enough to find the lies you believe in?

I'm alive, I'm getting close
To the center of the forest glade
It's only you that waits around
You keep smiling back at me

You're singing joyfully, calling me to join your song
And my words finally show the way to the light
All my words guide me to Euthymia
While I'm trying to describe who you are

Written by:
Nikolaos Bountaniozos

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