Leroy Da King - Killin Me (Remix)

I won't hide the ways I've tried it Just my pride is killing me tonight
I won't hide the ways I've tried it Just my pride is killing me tonight
So much stuff been weighing on my shoulders Feeling like I'm deadlifting industrial
boulders Knees getting weak feel myself starting to

collapse Want to stimulate my mind, but can't afford
to relapse Pain after pain, never end the cycle it's a marathon
Hopes of it stopping, but it keeps going on Mental suicide, emotional homicide, spiritual
genocide People trying to spray me down like I'm a

pesticide Try continuing this battle, but I get shot
In every step Y'all don't know me, y'all deserve my retrospect
Fighting for my life, but y'all murking my insanity
Got me thinking that I'm nothing more than a vanity

I want peace , but y'all lead me to calamity
Trying so hard to turn passion into a commodity
Swear I can tell my whole story through a monologue
But this warfare got me wanting to kill my dialogue

I won't hide the ways I've tried
Just my pride is killing me tonight
I won't hide the ways I've tried
Just my pride is killing me tonight

I'm a poet, so let me vent to the notepad in
My hand express my emotions, somehow I am not a man
Double standards is fully much alive
But y'all will say that's a lie, I'm a dude

So apparently I gotta be that guy
If I do something different, then my title changes
I'll be my feelings, sometimes it comes in phases
Y'all don't know me because y'all been skipping through pages

In my book, and that's why I keep my feelings locked in cages
Speaking from a place that we once whole and beating
But as life went on a strings start retreating
Walking corpse no blood flowing through this power vessel

Every time I shot it down, it wasn't from a pistol
Trying to slay my demons, ended up in front of them
At least I know they'll be with me if I hear a rock bottom
And I slowly see that happening, and guess it's safe to say

Because my thoughts, that's the only thing that's really killing me
For real

Written by:
Leroy Anderson

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