Del Haze - LONG WAY HOME

I know this road gets bumpy and you knew it too so,
when it got hard when you shrug me
My past kinda ugly I'm hoping you can love me still
You know I'm throwing out these singles with no record deal
Seems like I'm the only one who kept it real,
I was only young when I was stepping with a steel
I got the cold shoulder,
I thought you were my shield,
I pray my cousin makes it out of prison on appeal
Came a long way from a belly full of pills
And a ten contact flip celly climbed hills
You know it will prevail if the shit's real
I don't think I can fix it because you pissed still
I used to kick rocks on my own
With nothing but a phone and some pics of my pitch deals
I like it better when the tits real
I got nothing to offer you till my shit heals
Antisocial, don't go near him, doesn't play well with others nobody cheer him
But I was going home to a place where love didn't live
But drug addicts did
Type of shit that'll stick with a kid
stood up a couple times,
Got kicked in the ribs
I buried that fear but in me it still lives,
So I will punch you until I've broken my wrist
I got so many scars on my fists
Cause I can't let it go if my pride take a hit
Hunger pains till your stomach feels sick
And they judge me but they don't recognise shit
Four man deep in the back of a whip
Didn't wanna be there but I couldn't jump ship
I don't jump rope but they songs I skip
And I didn't wanna rap but the fucking shoe fit
I ain't done yet,
My mom still judge me
But she don't even know me,
It killed me so slowly
She never loved me,
Heart turned cold and lonely
I just wanted somebody to hold me
I was just a child, why did everyone disown me?
And don't nobody wanna be my homie
Nobody was there but my brother
You can talk shit but that man gave me a mother
Pain this deep made everybody suffer
But they never gave up,
Thank god I got better
When they took me in I came with the bad weather
They're the only ones who gave me an umbrella
I don't mean Jay-Z featuring Rihanna
I got the tools on me and I don't mean a spanner
Feels like I've been waiting on this forever,
Said I weren't shit, luckily I knew better
Coming through with my SINÓTNA sweater
Got the pants to match it and it hold my tech up
Thought they were real but they never check up
The way I came up made my head get mess up
But I made it through all my adversity
And now everybody that I love is bless up

Written by:
Todd Delhaize

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