Blujay - THIS IS HOW IT FEELS

This how it feel when everybody changed
And now you look around it ain't the same
You don't even know you got depression in your brain
This is how it feels when you been going through some pain
This how it feels when you been going through some pain
Like fuck it might as just go insane
I'm smoking weed so I can kill the pain
But I don't think it's helping anything
Suicidal thoughts keep on rushing through my brain
Like fuck it might as well just blow my brains
I'm tired of the hate that on my name
I'm tired of these bitches playing games oh no
Yeah I'd rather be alone
Yeah just Chilling on own
And don't try to call my phone
You gon find out no ones home
You gon realize you was wrong
No one cares until your gone
And I know
I seen who was there you wasn't sitting front row
People won't support but they'll watch til you blow
Damn Niggas really fake on my soul
This how it feel when everybody changed
And now you look around it ain't the same
You don't even know you got depression in your brain
This is how it feels when you been going through some pain
This how it feels when you been going through some pain
Like fuck it might as just go insane
I'm smoking weed so I can kill the pain
But I don't think it's helping anything

Written by:
Jacob Fillmore

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