JUNKS - I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

This is a lonely night
I would like to know if you need me too
Just like I do
Just like I do
Just like I do
I feel myself on a carousel of dualities
Because I love you with my life
You bring me afterlife
But I feel like I hate you more than ever
Without your love I don't feel the same
This is getting critical, all I feel is pain
My heart it's asking for something
But my mind only reminds me that
I cannot hold you
I hate that I love you
I want to forget that you ever existed
But I still loving you
I cannot hold you
I hate that I love you
My heart is screaming
My mind is bleeding
All because of you
This is a fucking nightmare
I still dreaming with you
I really wanna forget
I don't want my mind to be calling you
I just dreamed that I was fucking you
Just like you liked
I don't want anymore
To live those memories in my nights
Nights where I only cry
I would like my mind to leave me alone
I need peace to move forward
But it's only getting harder
I thought that I had already forgotten you
But I can't hide from what my heart feels
With every tear that falls from my eyes
I hope I can get over this pain
I feel exhausted
I feel drained
I live the pain
While I smoke
Getting rid of all our dreams
And every word we said
Everything we needed
Everything we wanted
And every thing we once wanted to be
I wanna know if someday I'll forget you
I wanna know if someday I'll erase you from my mind
I can't take this shit no more
I can't handle the void no more
I cannot hold you
I hate that I love you
I want to forget that you ever existed
But I still loving you
I cannot hold you
I hate that I love you
My heart is screaming
My mind is bleeding
All because of you
I cannot hold you
I hate that I love you
I want to forget that you ever existed
I cannot hold you
I hate that I love you
I want to forget that you forever, girl
I need you
I really, really need you in my life
And I hate that I need you
I need you more than air to be alive
I want you back
I really, really want you back
I want you so bad
I want you so bad
I need you
I need you
I need you
And I hate that I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you so fucking bad

Written by:
Jose Junca

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