Logan Dean Emmert - It Comes Back

4am, and I'm lying alone on the floor
Awaiting the door
I don't know what this show is about anymore
Who is it for?
How much longer can I pretend everything's fine?
There's nowhere to hide
Now it's nine and I'm thinking that I might push through
What can I do?
I could talk to somebody who isn't myself
Would that even help?
I thought this hell had passed, I was better at last
I thought winter had left, but how could I forget?
It comes back every time
I was stupid to think that I could break free from this life
Or just keep this train on the track
It comes back
Now a new kind of pain comes to throw me around
Is there any way out?
It gets better, they say, but it feels like a lie
It's pointless to try
I've just had enough of trying the same stuff
The same old mistakes and the tolls that they take
It comes back every time
I was stupid to think that I could break free from this life
Or prepare for another attack
It comes back
It comes back, but it's never the same
You keep changing the key
Change the rules of the game
But I'll come back every time
And I'll be my own sun through the night
Why did you think that I would just give up and lay down and die?

Written by:
Logan Emmert

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