Home Bowman - GOING DOWN!

I used to write on my phone in the bathroom
Crying until I'd combust
Typing the feelings I couldn't digest
A sadness that fire could never burn up
But I used to smoke alone and think about funerals
Wonder what color of doves
They would release at the moment I finally
Got me the courage to turn it all off
Panic attack in my classes
Hiding my tears in my glasses
Happiness only imagined
I'm losing traction
Hope I don't lose any passion
All of my grinning is acting
Try to be rational
When I can but all that
I'm living is tragic
When will the God that
People have prayed to about me just
Ever give me any answers
Here I am
When everything's done
Thought I would sink
But I got back up
Never could tell
If I'd walk or run
But I know now
That I'd make that jump
Everything changed in my life
In a flash
Found myself
In a slump in the ash
Start too slow
But it ends too fast
This my mind
Man, fuck my past
Everything that I decided
Was all that I was
I took the seat on the bus
Furthest away from the people
Like always because
There ain't a soul I could trust
Everything that I'm becoming is probably bad for my health
But I'll learn it all later
And I hate it
This is all I have to give you
Don't you feel like you're at home?
We are
We are
We are
We are
No matter what you do I'm still right here
No matter what you do I'm still right here
No matter what you do I'm still right here
No matter what you do
I'm here

Written by:
Kaeden Bowman

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