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I'm 21 now but it don't matter
My life been the same, I don't go out and
I say what it is, I don't like chatter
Been chasing the cake but I need batter
I try to be nice but it don't work out
You lie to my face but it don't hurt now
I'm racing around hope I don't burnout
You way too concerned with your new pronouns
That's it, that's it
Been different since the last bitch
Tried to complicate and then undermine
But I sliced whatever she stitched
My brain is changed and I carry weight
But I play whatever I'm dished
No altercations or drama statements
Now how the fuck can I miss?
It's time that I face
That everything changes
Nobody's taking my place
Until I got mud on my grave
And I don't feel safe
Until there's a star on my name
I need to be one of the greats
We wrestle with pain but no
We're not the same
I'm in the making
God ain't a thing
I am forsaken
Pardon my statements
What you wanna say about me
Maybe that I left you
Maybe that I lied about
The fact that I respect you
Maybe that I'm busy trying to live my own life
While you're out here with your titties out
And wishing that I kept you
I admit it I need help
But I'd rather be sending my demons back to hell
But I'd rather be ready to drop it any minute
When the party is finished and I am all by myself
God damnit I'm trying to be something you're not
I don't like shit so I don't wanna talk
Buddy I don't really wanna play the games
I don't know the rules and I don't plan to change
I spend every dollar that I make on education
You spend every dollar living in imagination
I diss everybody I ain't ever picking favorites
You too fake to comprehend that money isn't greatness
I stay on the low I never try to poke my head out
When a bitch open her mouth about me then I get lead out
I can't ever let the disrespect define me when the pen out
But I promise you that every line I write is getting sent out (now it's-)
Now it's time for the bullshit again
Talk to me nice so I don't need revenge
Pass me advice and I'll torment your friends
Killed 'em all twice but I think it's the end
It's time that I face
That everything changes
Nobody's taking my place
Until I got mud on my grave
And I don't feel safe
Until there's a star on my name
I need to be one of the greats
We wrestle with pain but no
We're not the same
I don't have patience
I'm in the making
God ain't a thing
But I'm still forsaken
See they don't want things to be real
They don't want labels
They don't wanna how the fuck it feels
To be left on the table
Me, I don't want dreams to be killed
Making me unstable
Knowing damn well that I never would chill
But I pray that I'm able
I think that my Cain is approaching me slowly
Look at my face
I shepherd the people when I'm feeling lonely
That's a mistake
God damnit I try to have hidden emotions
In the pictures I paint (fuck what you see)
But lately it feels like I'm out in open
And I cannot escape
"The thing you don't know about me is that I'm fucking crazy"

Written by:
Kaeden Bowman

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