Timur Bambil - LIFE SUCKS

Oh, I'm so tired of feeling sick now
I guess I'm drowning in the sink now
Or I'll be lighting up a match now
Just to see the heat
That I don't feel inside
I wish that I could numb all the voices
Inside my head
But I only see the beauty
In every threat
And all this shit is
Tearing me down instead
Of building me up
What the fuck
I don't know
Why am I
Telling friends
That I am not afraid of anything?
Meanwhile I'm scared
Of gazing into the abyss and
It's such a shame
That there are monsters
I keep letting in
But when the world is still
They show up and say
Love too much
And just hate the world
Talk too much
But don't say a word
Give me all the time
You've got and I
Go back
I go back to
Risk it all
Not more
Than a sinner in the night
Thinking about death
While living life
Give me all the time
You've got and I
Go back
I go back to
Risk it all
Falling apart
Cause I'm barely breathing
Life sucks
Waiting for the next season
Not that many people
That I really believe in
But everything I need
Lies within these dreams
Wake up in the night
Talking to the ceiling
Writing all these thoughts down
Should be sleeping
Messing with my health
Feeding all these demons
Can't stop this bleeding
Thanks to all the problems
That I did by myself
Searching for reasons
I won't be asking for help
Push away the ones that
Try to melt the ice on my heart
And then I'm so upset
Cause I am finally left on the shelf
I wanna see you in heaven
But I'll keep going through hell
I don't know if I'll ever
Make it out by myself
I've been there on my mind
So close
But I couldn't escape
Showed up
But they closed the gate
Love too much
And just hate the world
Talk too much
But don't say a word
Give me all the time
You've got and I
Go back
I go back to
Risk it all
Not more
Than a sinner in the night
Thinking about death
While living life
Give me all the time
You've got and I
Go back
I go back to
Risk it all
I just can't
Get out
All on my own
Caught up in the
Mess I'm dreaming
I can't seem to
Shake this feeling
I've just spend all
These nights grieving
Now it's just me
And my demons
I just can't
Get out
All on my own

Written by:
Timur Bambil

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