4est green - dear autumn

Dear autumn, why I keep fallin'?
My petals wilted, not blossomed
The smoke fillin' up my lungs, got me coughin'
While I sip concoctions, I get lost in
Leaves are changin' colors, still solemn
Turnin' and tossin', filterin' the water out the faucet
If I see a move to make, uh, go and boss it
Mind outrunnin' my body and my soul, I lost it
These the consequences of my actions, what it costed
Empty stomach, due to empty pockets
Put my heart in a secure box and locked it
Take the key with me to my coffin
All this energy required, got me so exhausted
I meet advice with snarky scoffin'
I know the people with me at they wit's end
I know they like it's all in his head
All that alcohol that's in his system
He gon' learn and see how this ends
You can't do nothin' for somebody who won't take assistance
I'll be the first to say I need some guidance
A lost boy takin' on the pirates.
Was antisocial before coronavirus
Succumb to my desires
My stomach grumbles as I get higher
A starving artist passin' out flyers
This city expired
Animosity for gentrifiers
Capitalism got me falsely wired
Workin' smarter, never harder than what's required
Cause if you get tired, then you might get fired
Life's a bitch and then you die. That's why we get high
Cause you never know when you're gonna go.
I'd like to think it will be better days
But till then I'ma keep on blowin' on this purple haze
Lookin' at the cityscape
Watchin' people simulate
I'll self-medicate
I can't keep focus when I meditate
I'll try to levitate
Keep your bad energy up off me
I'm findin' comfort in the little things, like my morning cup of coffee
I'm workin' for it, those better moments
This like a book you won't be closin'
I really truly feel as though I'm chosen
They was sleepin', now they've awoken
I'm never broken, with every single verse it's like the king has spoken

Sincerely yours
Yeah, that shit felt good. Let's just let the outro play real quick
I wanna talk a little bit of shit on this. I'm feelin' good now, man
We in this bitch deep as fuck all year, man

All the homies, shout out the Have a Good Day Kids, man
I love you, IlyJxsh
Ijal, where you at? Eli really got JUiCE
All the homies, man

Letter of intent
Yeah
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Written by:
Samuel Alatorre

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