Auxillix-Winter - If I Wasn't Myself (Would I Feel Relief)

What could I have been
Who would I be
If I wasn't myself
Would I feel relief
Scrolling through old texts
The bridges that I've burned
The friends that I've left
And the ones who are dead
Am I cursed
We're all collective products
generations of trauma
Residual hatred all from our blood they resent
I've quickly grown to complicate myself
I kind of ache to erase my soul
Though not for my blood
But for how much I've bled
What could I have been
Who would I be
If I wasn't myself
Would I feel relief
Scrolling through old texts
The bridges that I've burned
The friends that I've left
And the ones who are dead
Am I cursed
We're all collective products generations of trauma
Residual hatred all from our blood they resent
I've quickly grown to complicate myself
I kind of ache to erase my soul
Though not for my blood
But for how much I've bled

I'm sorry if I'm numb
Or If I'm dead already
The cold is my talisman
So Spit on my grave

I know I'm ready
In the stars I find peace
My friends wait in death
My soul is edging release

What could I have been
Who would I be
If I wasn't myself
Would I feel relief
Scrolling through old texts
The bridges that I've burned
The friends that I've left
And the ones who are dead
Am I cursed
We're all collective products
generations of trauma
Residual hatred all from our
blood they resent
I've quickly grown to complicate myself
I kind of ache to erase my soul
Though not for my blood
But for how much I've bled

I'm sorry if I'm numb
Or If I'm dead already
The cold is my talisman
So Spit on my grave
I know I'm ready
In the stars I find peace
My friends wait in death
My soul is edging release

Written by:
WinterWolf Simon

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