KATARYA - 24

I'm self aware
But I got flaws inside of me I can't repair
Wish I could hate myself enough
I'm unprepared
For all the darkness up ahead, it's always there
But I was going to make my mama proud
Even if it cost my health
Now I'm in the corner full of doubts
Reminds me of when I was twelve
Can't figure out who I want to be, what I want to do
Thought I'd know by seventeen
Now, I'm twenty two
Can't numb the pain
Of trying to keep up with my friends like we're the same
When I feel like so much less, I'm still afraid
That all my demons aren't gone, they're just away
I was going to make my mama proud
Funny how sad that sounds
When all my sweat and tears, they never count
Even when It costs my health
Can't figure out what I want to do, who I want to be
Thought I'd know by twenty two
Now I'm twenty three
Hoping for a brighter day
Ignoring all the darkness that drapes me
If all I do is try to change who I am
Then what does that make me?
Hoping for a brighter day
Ignoring all the darkness that drapes me
If all I do is try to change who I am
Then what does that make me?
I will never make my mama proud
I will only let her down
Thought I'd try to do it by myself
Look at how well it turned out
Scared I'll die not having changed from how I was born
I just hope I learn to love myself by twenty four

Written by:
Loay Katarya

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