GoldenBoy X - anguish & heartache

I think that lately I've been falling for you
But I can't forget all the pain I been through
Now I'm stuck here hating that I'm split into two
And I'm sorry baby, not a thing you can do
Wish I could love again like my first love
I wanna fall in love don't wanna just fuck
I wanna open up and give you all my trust
I miss the young boy who wasn't so tough
I miss the young boy who wasn't scared to love
I miss the young boy always having fun
I wish that I could give that boy a hug
Now that young boy harder than a thug
But I think that lately I've been falling for you
But I can't forget all the pain I been through
Now I'm stuck here hating that I'm split into two
And I'm sorry baby, not a thing you can do
Not a thing you can do
When my heart's split into two
I can not give this to you
So I can't start nothing new
Sometimes I hate myself
Like why can't I heal my health
And I can't take no one's help
I wanna start over new
And I want it with you
And I know you want it too
Yeah girl I know that you do
I want it too yeah it's true
I wanna start over new
I wanna start it with you
This anguish, that I feel deep in my soul
I languish, inside this lonely dark hole
I hate it, I wanna open that door
I wanna feel something more
Like a light switch, who turned the love off?
Inside of my abyss, the world is so dark
I try to reach out but I'm getting pulled apart
I can't break out my shadows keep me in the dark
Like an old battery it got no spark
Like an idle car that really needs a jump start
Sports car moving fast with a missing part
I'm just a kid from within with a broken heart
I- I wanna feel it in my soul
I'm searching deep in the void for some gold
Cause being numb to the fear is getting old
All the shit I been through it's nothing new
Playboy, having bitches ain't shit
I agree, I'll admit, I'm a little love sick
But these walls around me built up thicker than thick
And I can't figure out how we breaking through it
But-
But I think that lately I've been falling for you
But I can't forget all the pain I been through
Now I'm stuck here hating that I'm split into two
And I'm sorry baby, not a thing you can do
This anguish, that I feel deep in my soul
I languish, inside this lonely dark hole
I hate it, I wanna open that door
I wanna feel something more

Written by:
Jonathan Mendez

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