O-Bee - ExChange

I was a gentleman
Now I don't give a fuck about your sentiment
Fresh out of luck with the room you rent inside my head, my dome's like a firmament
I treat individuals like fucking shit
I'm loving the hatred I must admit
With the weed that I smoke, I'm taking hit after hit after hit after hit after hit after after hit after hit
I'm high and I don't know why
I've been floating so carelessly with my clouds in the sky
And I don't have wings so I know I'll die
I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling tonight
My guardian angel no longer in sight
I look to my left but I'm missing my light
I hate that I know what's on the other side
The darkest of demons sitting on my right
Shoulder, cuz my left's on hiatus
Colder, than my heart when it's freezing
Older, than the garden of eden
Told her, that I'm needing some healing from her
I'm in the dirt
Six feet underground like I'm part of the Earth
My body's been plotting my death since my birth
I'm better off dying cuz living's a curse
Life is running pretty fast I'll admit
I've been tryna to catch up like a condiment
I'm feeling pretty guilty when I'm innocent
Cuz in a sense, I'm really dense
Situations making me anxious and tense
Cleaning up my act but made another mess
Now she's probably thinking that I love her less
Regard her best, but I'm praying death
Isn't merciful, take my soul
I wanna rise, but I was raised to fall
So many opportunities were coming up
But a failure came to fail them all
If I could exchange all my failure for winning
I would have done so right from the beginning
I wouldn't be living this life that I'm living
My fear of rejection my fear of committing
My fear of abandonment makes me inadequate
I'm just surviving another day sad again
Oh how I wish that I could hear your laugh again
Unfortunately, I'm now an antagonist

Written by:
Obdulio Barrios

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