Eon Zero - Drowning
All my darkest thoughts have risen from the graveIf I let them in, I'll never let them leave
I'm drowning, I'm drowning here
I'm drowning, why won't you save me
Yeah, pain is what I never lack
All I never do is laugh
I ain't never see the cash
My life is about to crash
Game switched the style, had to bring it back
Got em itching for the greatest, I can see the rash
If they need a feature, they gon' feel the wrath
Told everyone I love, they can keep it, I don't need it back
Use me like a drug, disappear and they gon' all relapse
Give a hater hugs, I got empathy for giving back
Yeah, the greatest is here, I'm besting my fears
They copying all of my vision, giving traction to tears
Cause this is pain in my ears
I get my goals and make another so I never get near
And so it's hard to appear like this is greatness for me
I always give the best advice but never take it from me
That's why I argue with myself and never find me some peace
I never get the release, I don't know how to be free
I don't know how to be free
It's like I manifest this pain to write the greatest songs
Hope that you don't take it wrong, that's why I be taking long
I know that you need it and I feel it in the breaking dawn
Feel like I just scrape along
All this pain inside my soul, I paint it on, I'm screaming
I'm drowning, I'm drowning here
I'm drowning, why won't you save me
I'm drowning, I'm drowning here
I'm drowning, why won't you save me
I got kids that tell me that I saved their lives
I have done a lot of wrong and that do not make it right
I feel grateful for the love but I don't take it right
Cause I got darkness in my heart and I can't find the light
Rising from the ashes of an older me
I've always had this war inside my head and I just hope for peace
I'm looking at my record like it's 0 for three
But overtime can focus me to everything I hope to be
To back it like it's supposed to be
They telling me I stopped doing drugs because of you
I look inside the mirror and I fell in love because of you
You always said you keep it real, how'd you lie? I'm so confused
I found a way inside your music not to die because of you
Yeah, you taught us to keep going and keep progress
Stay true to yourself and then you switch genres
Staying out of the way but now you're back with drama
And how'd you lie to your fans when you said you're honest
I don't know how to say this but I'ma push it out
I love all my fans and y'all really make me proud
I made a lot of promises, I ain't comply
I never really meant to hurt you, never meant to lie
Just wanna find a slice of heaven in my present grace
Just wanna rest like God did upon that seventh day
I just need to understand myself before I reach the grave
Sooner than better, God please, I got so much left to say
I could've built it from the wood from bridges I have burned
I'm getting motion sickness from the years the planets turned
I really doubt myself and that's my main concern
Cause I got a lot to teach but even more to learn
Cause mind state and progress, turned a mouse to a beast
From a man who used to struggle with his lease and to eat
From a man who had nothing but a hope and a dream
To opening his eyes and realizing he had the keys
I'm drowning, I'm drowning here
I'm drowning, why won't you save me
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
I'm drowning, why won't you save me
Written by:
Chris Selfe, Ian O'Harris
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