Trippy Hippie D - Fear of Dieing

Blame it on the fear of dying
That's why I act this way
I'm trapped inside my own mind and
I cannot escape
I try to keep a smile
But god damn that shit be fake
I don't wanna fucking die
But I don't feel like I'm alive
Damn, I just wanna feel alright
I'm so tired of feeling empty
So I pour another glass
Of that sweet god damn whiskey
Yeah, I pour another glass cause I think I'm relapsing
I'm drunk everyday from the bad shit that happened
I'm stuck inside my head
And I'm staring down this bottle
I'm just tryna drown my sorrows
Cause I'm stuck living in the past
I'm missing all the friends I had I wish I could have them back
I'm thankful for the times we had
I'm thankful for the times we laughed
I look to the sky and I ask
Why life gotta go in a flash
Cause god I'm scared to move on yeah
I don't wanna let them go
They made me who I am
Why do I gotta be so strong
Sometimes I don't even know
who the fuck I really am
I'm just tryna do my best
I'ma give it all I can
Blame it on the fear of dying
That's why I act this way
I'm trapped inside my own mind and
I cannot escape
I try to keep a smile
But god damn that shit be fake
I don't wanna fucking die
But I don't feel like I'm alive
I don't wanna fucking die
But I don't feel like I'm alive But I don't feel like I'm alive
Blame it on the fear of dying
That's why I act this way
I'm trapped inside my own mind and
I cannot escape
I try to keep a smile
But god damn that shit be fake
I don't wanna fucking die
But I don't feel like I'm alive
I just wanna feel alright
I'm so tired of feeling empty
So I pour another glass
Of that sweet goddamn whiskey
I'm drunk everyday cause the way I feel
Yeah life without you just doesn't seem real
I need to change my life cause I know it kills
Sometimes I don't care if it really do
Sometimes I don't care if I really go
I don't wanna feel nothing Life's brought me so much pain
I've thought about it too many times
Yeah I've contemplated suicide
I tried to kill myself but I rised
Yeah I'm like a fucking phoenix
Don't let my family hear this
Cause I'm supposed to be strong
Yeah I gotta be the one to hold on
Yeah They don't need to know what I've been through
They only need to know who I've become
Yeah, they only need to know I'm someone
Yeah, they only need to know I'm someone
Blame it on the fear of dying
That's why I act this way
I'm trapped inside my own mind and
I cannot escape
I try to keep a smile
But god damn that shit be fake
I don't wanna fucking die
But I don't feel like I'm alive

Written by:
Dorian Alfaro

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