Will Killmonger - Fear

The fear in the eyes, the questioning eyes Realize
They don't understand fear, conceptualize
In my mind, imagine things, Drive-bys Passivley Suicidal
Hoping that one day maybe I might die
Seeing a city kill me Maul me, cause they hate me
Copying horror movie mutilation gore so bloody
Public execution is the solution for your hate towards me
All of our minds, in a crazed state and a fear state
This is just a taste of what it is inside of my head
This is just a taste of my thoughts before confidence was bred
This is just a taste of all of my innermost thoughts
Disturb imagery, return of slavery, mind so distraught
This is just a glimpse of what it is inside of my head
Pandora's box forever, unlock constant fear and dread
This is just a glimpse of all my innermost thoughts
Still looking for answers, while my mind is still not lost
Through the words of a clown, spread like cancer and death
Rumors and lies cover ground, alter mental like meth
Thoughts slowly turn dark, mind retell false story
They make their way to the truth and then these lies crumble through glory
But what if I'm wrong all along
Overthinking scenarios I thought were real Put on a song
Unpacking my brain, drowning in pain
Not to say impossible, losing my head while I still remain sane
Am I autistic, ballistic with ADHD
Never had my mind tested to see if something's wrong with me
Misunderstood, making mistakes, making the world shake
Is this reality, real or is my life all fake
This is just a taste of what it is inside of my head
This is just a taste of my thoughts before confidence was bred
This is just a taste of all of my innermost thoughts
Disturb imagery, return of slavery, mind so distraught
This is just a glimpse of what it is inside of my head
Pandora's box forever, unlock constant fear and dread
This is just a glimpse of all my innermost thoughts
Still looking for answers, while my mind is still not lost
Looking at this picture of me when I was young
Got a mic in my hand, always music in my heart to be sung
Fast forward now I got my own studio
Use work ethic and tax money just to build up and then flow
So what would the future hold mind getting smarter more bold
Making music with my dark mind Dark thoughts written on a pencil
Reminded growing up, watching violence, getting violent
Learned to control that shit, now remain stoic and quiet
Will I fight for my music or will I fucking lose it
Will I stand my ground, you know I fucking screw it
Will violent, intrusive thoughts win and turn me into a freak
I guess we'll have to wait and see
This is just a taste of what it is inside of my head
This is just a taste of my thoughts before confidence was bred
This is just a taste of all of my innermost thoughts
Disturb imagery, return of slavery, mind so distraught
This is just a glimpse of what it is inside of my head
Pandora's box forever, unlock constant fear and dread
This is just a glimpse of all my innermost thoughts
Still looking for answers, while my mind is still not lost

Written by:
Myles Gordon

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