Phillytheking - 2 A.M Thoughts

I guess this is why you leave past in the past
This is the last song I'm writing for you
Throwin' up the deuces, babe
I know we gotta grow and go our separate ways

I hope will find you in a path another day
Words I wish I would've said
Look what kind of path we would've led
2 AM thoughts, wonderin' why I can't hold you right now

Remember when you used to hold me down
You used to say words to keep me focused right now
Knowin' you will never come to me
And I will never come to you

Sleepin' lonely, wonderin' about what used to be two
But fuck it, I can't worry about how we used to be
Remember the red flags and how she used to B
From an old man's eulogy

Too many holes in this heart left on my shoulder
Too many of the games we get played when we get older
This Pandora's box is only gettin' colder
Why so much work when you're only gonna fold to her

Mean as she always be stackin' the deck against you
She's always occupied by five other guys in her hand
And some in the deck, and you ain't in the plan
So what's next, man You gotta stay focused and stay planted

Checkin' out the deuces, babe
I know we gotta grow and go our separate ways
I hope I find you in a path another day

Words I wish I would've said
Look what kind of path we would've led

It's been eight years since we talked, coffee at her place
And I know life can change a person

Wonderin' if we both still hold that hurtin
I've told her I learned to let it go and grow
She asked me, did you learn to let us go
As I'm lost in her eyes, I say no

I'm in love with challenges, I'm just bein' honest, yo
We mentally hurt each other
But I know that we can learn from one another
As we both sit on the couch and communicate and catch up

We both talk about how our lives are so different
But we both say we happy we met up
It's kinda crazy how God works in mysterious ways
He taught me lessons to learn from patience

He knows I've been waitin' for days
I tell him you know how we work
We pick things back up, just what we left off
I asked your son, what's the best place to take your mom

And he replied, he said he don't know
But for sure, you gotta take care of my mom
If you're gonna take her out, yo
You never know if she hasn't been with real guys

She hasn't been treated right
My mama's always abused
And never know what to do when she got a good guy
So I don't know man, but take her out tonight??

Written by:
RICHARD RUSSIFF

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