J San - posy

I took myself off the map
Can't stand seeing your face
Need some time to heal, I'm over it
Gotta get out of this place
Like a bouquet of posies
I'm growing, I'm blooming, I'm grown
Still wonder what we could've been
Guess we'll never know
Windows tinted, backseat driving
Playing my song
Lyrics hit you, how I miss you
Wondering where I went wrong
Rose petals scattered
All over our bedsheets tonight
Don't need all this nonsense
Just tell me it's gonna be alright
(Suicide, suicide)
Fuck
Run it
Set my ambitions and my emotions off to the side
And I can't see the light
I'm okay
(Okay)
I knew myself so well
Now it feels like I'm going astray
Sometimes I think I know everything
Sometimes it feels like it's true
(That's true!)
But every time she break my heart
I never know what I should do
And I can't find the words that could
Reach your feelings, reach your mind
Baby I gave it all I got
(Come on!)
You call it quits, but I'm here to stay
Whether you like it or not
And my friends wonder where I went
Been so long since they seen my scent
Lavender growing in my garden
Roses, tulips, every flower
Let my feelings blossom in the shower
Time slows, I'm counting every hour
Make it through the day
(Make it through the day)
If you were so obsessed with me
Why did you look the other way
When I needed your reassurance, no endurance
Fuck it we running out of time
Tongue tied and I'm fighting for your trust
But I'm still not getting any signs
Baby tell me what you want
Every store every restaurant?
Yeah this couch that I've been restin' on
I stand alone at my echelon
I could buy that girl whatever dress she want
(Two, three, go)
Don't love me now, don't hold me down
I ain't begging you to stay
Forget it cus you know I wouldn't have it
Any other way
I took myself off the map
Can't stand seeing your face
Need some time to heal, I'm over it
Gotta get out of this place
Like a bouquet of posies
I'm growing, I'm blooming, I'm grown
And will I ever fall in love again
Guess you'll never know
Yo everyone
What're you listening to right now?
Jsan dude!
No stop, stop
Yes dude
(Two, three, go)
Plans ahead, got bands to spend
So many things to do
Gonna take a trip, get a grip
No more time to be confused
Friends to care for, they been there for me
They can see the way I shine
Don't hate me cus I grew a garden
Before you ever crossed my mind
Go plant your seeds, don't follow me
Don't flatter me like that
You know just where to find me
So don't start wonderin' where I'm at
Fuck the past and what it was
I see my full potential, in the rough
It's intuition now, I'm out of luck
And shoutout Gelo, man he in the cut
And I get what I want
Shit, I built everything I've ever known
Pretentious and I'm not afraid to show it
And money never been my only motive
Mama said that I could be a star
But do I really wanna go that far
I never had to wonder if I can
It's, "can I handle fame and all the fans?"
It's thinking I could make you understand
This is who I am
If you don't like my garden baby
You can't find a better man
Like a bouquet of posies
I'm growing, I'm blooming, I'm grown
Woah
Run it

Written by:
Juan Sandig

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