uzeaux - turbulence

I always get that pit in my stomach when I feel the turbulence
Had a rocky start, then we took off, but had to weather the storm
Wonder if we should've stayed grounded
Tryna get cruise control but when you get to this altitude, it's kinda hard to let shit go
Like when you get that attitude, it's hard for you to let shit go
All the ups and downs, I'm smiling through it all
Feel like if I panic and address it, then you're gonna feel like I'm insecure
Like I'm scared or something, and I ain't scared of nothing
I'm in airplane mode, I gotta be alone with my thoughts
But keeping this much in tends to come with too much pressure
Thinking too much
How did everybody else survive?
Maybe it's just my luck
I never been the lucky type
Never paid attention, I'm broke as fuck
Broken as fuck
Broke you, Fuck
Maybe we stay united, I like your spirit
Keep it up, we can stay afloat sky's the limit
You got a wild side, I'm rocket fuel I fan those flames
The energy different, renewable
I reinvented myself
I'm patient with it
I'm pacing with it
Cruising now but we're on a crash course, Inevitable end
You win in the end, just take me with you
Okay, it's toxic now
Can't live with you, or without
I ain't leaving you, never a doubt
I'm checking in, you got your walls up, airtight security
Tryna check you out, get in your walls, heard it's airtight
You say you need security
It ain't too much to ask, but everything too much when you asking
I never took the mask off anyway
The attraction is fatal on some final destination shit
This is just a layover
I wasted your time
Got on board and I weighed you down
I'm no good by myself how imma be good to you?
Sometimes I need to disconnect, just to cherish the connection
It's all perception
We're going in circles now
The turbulence stopped, I think I got used to it
That's a scary feeling, stability
That's new to me, I don't do feelings
I get way too attached
That's the way that I'm wired
We can put the training wheels up, I'm getting tired of playing it safe
Gotta face reality
I ain't scared of death until I'm facing my mortality
I got angel wings, devil horns when I'm on demon time, losing my morality
And maybe we go through the rough patches and come out the other side
Maybe we get past the strong winds and go straight to the clouds
Or we find some strong weed and go straight to the clouds
Maybe we stick the landing
Or maybe we crash land
Either way, if we die in the sky, I'll be loving you in the afterlife

Written by:
Ephraim Emilimor

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