Imjred670 - Therapy Session

ImJred670 Smiled through the pain while going through my depression
I'm wanting to be better, I'm lost in my direction I'm chasing a high, running away from my reflection
Scared to face the person who was in me everyday To help cope with the pain, I'm popping my prescription
Two years later, no refills, I'm thinking how I'ma get it
Turn right to the streets, feel like nobody could help me
Now I'm on that fentanyl, I'm bout to OD, I can't breathe
And I'm aware, but I can't stop, I'm going crazy
Thinking how am I gon' live, how am I gon' see my babies
All these thoughts be running through my head while I be high
But once I'm sober, I don't think, just only how to get supply
Took a lot right to the nose, now my brain fried
Feel like a burden, it'd be better if I probably died
All this pressure on me and I'm just making it worse
And all these blues around me, it's not Benjis, it's just perks
I'm fighting this shit daily, yeah, it hurts
I'm wasting everyday, time keeps flying
I'm aware, but I'm not okay, just gotta make it one more day
With no drugs in my system, & I relapsed ten times and never quit, and now I'm straight
Been a year ain't made no music, I was building up my strength
This a fight that I fight, throw my anger right on those weights
Lookin' healthy and handsome, so keep your bitch right out my face
And now the vibration, I'm in a different time, a different place
I made it far from where I came, small progression, celebrate
Hand up on my heart, I walk my journey, learning down the way
Walking through with a different smile up in my face
Smiled through the pain while going through my depression
I'm wanting to be better, I'm lost in my direction
I'm chasing my high and running away from my reflections
Scared to face the person who was in me everyday

Written by:
Jared Arriola

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