Quela Queen of Hearts & Jamal Rashon - Flip Side (feat. Kenzo K3)

I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me
I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me
I think about suicide, but say this isn't me
Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting
I hold my tears inside, I have no reason why
Maybe I'm shy and I just don't want you to see me cry
Trapped in solitude, always I felt used
Don't know if it's my heart and soul or just my spirits bruised
Sometimes I dream of the chamber whenever I'm in anger
Play a game of Russian roulette, it's whatever, I'm that nigga
Don't wanna get out of bed, I'm in a bad place
Try to avoid going outside to hide a sad face
Try withstand giving in to an old friend
Mix heroine with a fifth of gyn, It's a cold blend
Promise I know how much to take to make my body shake
You find me in my special place, of course by the lake
Can see the look up on your face like how much did he take
Bet you didn't think a wake and bake could lead up to a wake
A damn Shame isn't, you thought he seemed so happy
Until you finally see him smile for his final napping
I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me,
I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me,
I think about suicide, but say this isn't me,
Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting,
I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me,
I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me,
I think about suicide, but say this isn't me,
Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting,
How would they ever know
I got some pain in my heart and I won't let it show
Church on Sundays but I only went in April though
Laid to rest on Monday, they can't face you so they snaking you
30 rounds, had to show them Down syndrome hollows through
I can take off then to get the order to demolish you
Paint your own picture, if they get a chance they gone polish you
If he not on my team or my league then he barbecued
Tired of family first but the fastest one to cross you
Say you got my back, I turn around and I didn't notice you
You saying that you love me but don't me loving like you supposed to
I won't take your heart and step all on it like these hose do
I won't take your soul throw it away, won't dispose of you
Fuck I look like chasing you, high speed went on a chase or two
Love, it was overdue, you played your part, I kept it true
Sacrifice my love now you searching to find something new
I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me
I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me
I think about suicide, but say this isn't me
Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting
I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me
I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me
I think about suicide, but say this isn't me
Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting
Binge drinking and doing cocaine
I live my life from my childhood trauma, it makes me sane
I feel numb from my pain, it's like a ticking bomb in my brain
I just wanna feel numb from the pain, yo
I hear the demons inside my head
They got me going crazy bad
Now my past catching up, they try to shoot me down
Man fuck the feds
Know what I'm saying, they wanna fuck a nigga up
Now mind suicidal thoughts got me feeling all sad
Now I'm drinking on vodka Henny feeling this crazy potions
Now I'm looking all crazy, I can't hold it together
Yo, blackin out with emotions, I movin in slow motions
Now I'm clowning
Overdosing, it's hard to keep the focus when you're born into a life of addiction
Molestation, I'm devastated
And when they told me blood is thicker than water
Bitch please, man I really had to think about that shit
I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me
I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me
I think about suicide, but say this isn't me
Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting

Written by:
Jamal LaChapelle, Kaniya Williams, Taquela LaChapelle

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